tinyhobo

The soundtrack to my life is an assortment of 80's songs and in the background somewhere is a cat vomiting..
Brian is woeking on house stuff, and his mom is cooking dinner, so I am going to be useless for a bit of time..
Maybe I should at least vacuum the couch,or put my clothes away.
I forget how to just be still.


I went for curry for lunch today, and bought more stuff to make cards and nice letters. again, if you would like a note, email me damn it!! I like to write..It has been a sleep aid.

I have been working out almost everyday again..I feel different, but dont look it yet..who cares, right? if I feel good.
I have found a replacement shoot for the end of April..so I will be able to laoad up on some contenct for my launch this summer.

Do ever wonder if people really like you on here, or if that like you because of who else does. I suppose that mirrors real life.

I went to the library, I got some wonderful books..I have been on a whole philosphy kick, and why not? I'm the only one who can change my life.

Red wine turkey and dark chocolate tonite..I will sleep like a baby.

I want a girlfriend, someone to kiss and hold and buy trinkets for..someone who likes my dorkiness..someone who knows Brian will never leave my life, but that he does understand how much I desire a woman..and how much I have to give..someday perhaps I will be with her..if our plans work out.


have a great week, I will be on sometime this week..