I am looking at today as the end of the vacation, as the weekend, I would be off anyhow. So today I got up at 10 and played animal crossing till about 11, made some oatmeal and coffee, and here I am.
Last night was wonderful..We made with the lovin'. Its weird, we bought a video camera, and now Brian is filming EVERYTHING I do, so that he is well practiced for when I do shoots..Sex is very odd with a camera in your face, esp. when you are trying to be romantic. I made him turn it off last night after he filmed me eating dinner and playing with the cat..I started to seduce him and put the thing on again, and said he wanted to "test the lighting features" which meant I went down on him with the camera on..teehee..I just think he feels dirty so he wants to keep doing it.
I'm so ready for work that I already have my outfit picked out..that's pretty lame.
Things are picking up pretty nicely in this old life of mine..My mom got some tests back and her blood pressure is normal, which was an issue after her breakdown, so thats good news.
I hate waiting for mail..I ordered something from Amazon 3 weeks ago, and it just shipped yesterday..yeesh.
I am in an odd mood of sorts, nervous and giddy and tired..I think I'm tired becuase my head was spinning with possiblities last nite.
I got a wedding invite in the mail yesterday from a girl I havn't spoken to in years. her husband to be didnt like me, so she cut me off..why the invite?! people are weird.
Last night was wonderful..We made with the lovin'. Its weird, we bought a video camera, and now Brian is filming EVERYTHING I do, so that he is well practiced for when I do shoots..Sex is very odd with a camera in your face, esp. when you are trying to be romantic. I made him turn it off last night after he filmed me eating dinner and playing with the cat..I started to seduce him and put the thing on again, and said he wanted to "test the lighting features" which meant I went down on him with the camera on..teehee..I just think he feels dirty so he wants to keep doing it.
I'm so ready for work that I already have my outfit picked out..that's pretty lame.
Things are picking up pretty nicely in this old life of mine..My mom got some tests back and her blood pressure is normal, which was an issue after her breakdown, so thats good news.
I hate waiting for mail..I ordered something from Amazon 3 weeks ago, and it just shipped yesterday..yeesh.
I am in an odd mood of sorts, nervous and giddy and tired..I think I'm tired becuase my head was spinning with possiblities last nite.
I got a wedding invite in the mail yesterday from a girl I havn't spoken to in years. her husband to be didnt like me, so she cut me off..why the invite?! people are weird.
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I almost called you today, I was freaking out for no reason. I hate being a downer, though, I like being the bearer of happiness. It's time for a regroup for me, I'm starting to lose sight of what's important.
Sigh.
xoxo♥
Oh, the U.S.P.S. needs to be more like U.P.S. better paid. It always comes done to economics, most of the time.