tinyhobo

I had to get rid of my being a baby on here. Sorry about the miserable sobbing of Friday's post. I am a sensitive creature.

This weekend was awesome, today its snowing again, and I am doing chores. Friday night went out with SGCharmcity and SGDC folks to see halfjack and his lady(whom I thought was pretty much awesome). I met some incredible people. I really am so happy that our local group is such an amazing collection of people.
Yesterday got my haircut, I love it, pics to come. Went shopping and had a lovely dinner. came home and I got to talk to Martini on the phone. *sigh* I cant wait until Thursday.
So this week will be a short one, as I am off thursday and Friday. That makes that oh shit I have to go back to work feeling in my stomach a littlle better.

I thought long and hard about alot of what you guys said about my mental state. I am making the changes that need to be made to not let this feeling destroy me. How does one kill a demon when the demon is living within ones self? Suppose I will figure it out.

I know this. I have great fucking friends. I have a great life. People dont seem to run away from me when I enter the room. So I truely am not what I have created in my head.

I love you guys.