tinyhobo

***edit: I am getting married to someone wonderful She is a goddess.Wedding***

Happy friday.

I was suprised last night by my lovely boyfriend taking me out to dinner and then we went shopping. We bought a video camera!! Yay now I can film some sexin'.

Spaz dance tonight to KISS.. yeah bitches, and I will have a costume. whatever, I love ze life I have.

I'm nervous about tomorrow. I must say. Girlsex on film.. haha I love to make porn, but the hours leadig up I always have nerves. I dont want that this time though. This is my year and things shall be different.

I have gotten such great clothes lately off of ebay..and lingerie too. I feel so girlie.

This new attitude I have is spreading. I refuse to deny myself pleasure. I will not succumb to fear.
I will travel.

Lust is something I have a hard time dealing with. I lust for objects, for people.
Im finding as of late that I am an object of lust to some, including my brian. Its pretty fucking hot to know that I make him want to fuck me.

I need a hair cut. Im lazy as fuck..haircut will wait till next week I think.

What pleasures shall I have tomorrow afternoon? To taste a girl again, to kiss another girls mouth. She is hot, but she is not the object of my desire. My crush, she lives many miles away. And she is a tall wonderful girl.

I fear that will all the excitement, today may be long..

I love you.
AC