tinyhobo

Last journal of the year.

Resolutions are as follows: get over this bullshit of self loathing. Lose 15 lbs, 10 by may remainding 5 by july.
Get some damned Girlsex, or at least some girl kisses.
Website..up n' runnin'

My year has been quite interesting. I decided I wanted to make porn, I metBrandonLongwood, and he helped me put that vision together. I joined SG and learned some valuable shit about myself, and about people in general. I made a friend for life in Martini. I developed an awfully large amount of crushes.
I fell madly in love with my fiance day after day. I change my lifestyle, and have lost 15 lbs this year combined with 15-20 lbs the prior year. I am at peace with somethings I never let die inside of me.

There has been some much wonderful things that have gone on in my life this past year. Its the first new year that i have been really excited about things to come. this time last year Brian's mom had just been released from the hospital for a terrible stomach issue, and I quit my job for months. I felt fearful of her illness, and also worried that Brians fear of his mothers death would consume him. She got well in a few months is fine and I went back to work. I hope this time next year to be doing my porn and working from home. I want to cook more, and work out more. I want to fuck on film more. I want to be a better wife.

Tuesday marks 2 years of engagement with Brian

Cheers.