tinyelvis

Feel the fire? Burning underneath. Get that shit taken care of. It's slippin away. Head fake, then drive. Can dogs look up? How do they get caned air in the can? I would really like someone to stay up all night and talk to. Fucking Xmas has been getting progressively lamer and lamer. Lamer? I had a fine Xmas. It's just some boring ass shit. Everything seems to fuckin shut down for a day. imagine being Muslim/Jewish/anything else and trying to get shit done on Dec. 25th. I got some major plans coming up. Maybe some major travel plans. Maybe a job that takes my ass away for a big ass tour??? Maybe a new job? Lame ass brother can just shut the fuck up! My Mom's new husband has a grandchild in the house. This kid (16) loves country/rap/GUNS/girls. He has a LOVE for guns. He had five different ones out to show us. These are not normal guns, like rifles for hunting. But, BIG ASS hand cannons! This kid went and shot this gun, sounded like a fuckin tank! Why does anyone need a gun like that? A change in life is needed once again. I had my last HUGE change in April. Now I want another one. I think Women have a major impact on the need for this change. I really feel like I am worthy. At the same time, I feel alarmingly OK with being alone right now. I REALLY miss girls. Internet disclaimer: Don't get me wrong I have had relations recently, but.... None come close to my top five things to do for the night.

I am single
I am funny
I am smart
I am artistic
I am witty
I am scared
I am unwilling to "take a chance"
I am self-punishing
I am afraid to get hurt
I am nervous
I am timid
I am cute
I am kind
I am warm hearted
I am sensible
I am needy
I am nerdy
I am selfish
I am worthy

where is the love? Love. Am I really looking? I'm a man who's been hurt a little too much. Why am I not loved the way I should be? Do I deserve love? Funny. I think I would change My whole life if the right person came along. I've never done that before. I've never given completely in to someone. I'm at that point where I would say, here I am do what you will. Fix/mold/renew/save/repair ME!!!!!

Fuck this, lets go bowling.
Love,
The Ramblin TinyE