tinyelvis

How would you kill someone?.........
I have been running ragged the last couple days.
I have very little time left with a special some before the inevitable departure. I do plan on spending some potentially awesome time together on New Years Eve. I do feel all bubbly inside for this person. I want to be sure she knows how I feel for her. I want her to be sure. I want to turn the lights down low, and reveal my true feelings. I harbor emotion well. I do get giddy quite a bit. I'll admit that this upcoming trip is making me apprehensive to reveal this emotion. I fully understand what it's like to go on a trip (in college) to a far away land while dating someone. To let her know how I feel could ultimately help or hurt the relationship [just before she leaves]. I feel like my little fragile life could get hurt quite. On the other hand, she could embrace this little chubby dude and ride off into the sunset.
This opens up a couple questions. Should a person invite possible failure in the door? Could I just ride the storm out and tell her how I feel when she gets back?

P.S.
this will be read by the person in question