NEWS
I'm going away from SG. The only thing i'll be checking for a while is SG Scotland.
If you need me, email.

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"aaron you haven't been for lunch, you must not be hungry?"
"oh, he's still running on adrenaline, all the excitement"

yeah.

that's what it is.

i'm excited.

look at me sitting here. pale, quiet.

it's not that i'm on a complete comedown or anything.

must be excitement.

it's not that i had such a good week that being back here just makes me want to pack my bags and run the fuck away.

it's not that i realised so much about myself that i'm self loathing about previous self loathing.

it's not that i don't know what the emotions are that i'm feeling.

it's not that every part of me is aching.

it's not that inside i'm screaming to change things.

it's not that i had such a good week that i want a virtually fresh new start.

noooo.

it's excitement.

dumbass.