i haven't been writing much.
not because nothing has been happening.
not because i don't want to share my thoughts.
not because i don't want to share my feelings.
just because i don't have any motivation.
i've been a bit down, not depressed, not sad, just "bleh".

work has been tough, not in the traditional way, it's just annoying, my boss is the worst manager in the world, i haven't written any real code in weeks, just stupid shit to save him time.

i've been having money problems. i'm a compulsive spender, i get a good wage but it just vanishes. but i've been good! i put some stuff on ebay, made a bit of money. and i still have a whole ROOM full of crap maybe my new addiction will be SELLING on ebay?

leave me some positive comments today, i could do with some cheer. and hugs, they'd be nice?