tintaglia

I feel like I haven't updated in forver nor visited the site.
I've been so busy lately I don't even know what's up and down anymore.

A series of bad things happened over the past two weeks, and caused me to feel pretty fucking down. Apparently my mom has got a lover, and she wants to get a divorce and beauty of it all...blames me for it off course..
My brother ended up in hospital with severe stomach aches.
I missed a huge performance due to an inflamed hipjoint.

This same hipjoint may cause me never to be able to dance again. I'll die if that happens.

It's just been really rough on me, and I need a break. I can't stand any form of pressure now, otherwise I just break down. I try to keep strong but everything is cracking up inside.

I'm not social. I don't like parties. I get tired very easily and my weak physical health has been getting to me. Lately I just prefer visiting someone and chilling out like that...

The good news is that some of my poetry will be used for an artproject, and I have met some incredibly sweet people...