tinsoldier

i have had a little bitch of a summer head cold all week.
the past few times i have been sick the symptoms have not been enough to put me down but the damn cold just drags on.
at least the weather has been cool.
i usually am in a miserable state when my birthday comes round as the heat is stifling and the humidity...
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i think this will be my most random and synchronistic birthday.

still alive.
waiting for payday, as always.
think i'm going to go to the liqour store and get a 40.
not much else to do.

went out saturday to the victor continental show.
had fun and wound up going to an after party, didn't get home till 4.
was going to sleep it off but woke up at 10 and couldn't get back to sleep....
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summer is filling up with all kinds of craziness.
trips, parties, shows, bike rides and family stuff.
july is already hectic and august is more so.
just wish it wasn't so muggy, the thick air always gets to me.
every summer i notice it more, just makes going outside for anything less fun.

got my bottle rockets for the fourth, there was a tent on...
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so i'm broke till tomorrow and getting psyched about going to san pedro.
i'll be gone for two weeks courtesy of the army.
i'm actually looking forward to it.
gives me a chance to get away from the daily grind and deal with some different problems.
and being on the marina for lodging doesn't hurt either.

later on dude.

it's 2:30 a.m.
i'm drunk and marinating chicken quarters to grill later (i would say tomorrow but, it's really going to be tonight).

the full moon is out, i can smell spring through my open window.
the seasonal change is rolling through town again.
a friend is moving west to the coast.
youth is taking a stretch and wildly eying summer.
i've put down my...
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went downtown after the KU team won.
had to be the craziest mob experience i've had.
i've been in huge crowds before but this was different.
the exuberance and emotional high everyone was on was a vibrating force.
half of the whole town was on foot yelling and highfiving.
all of mass st. was full of people.
i wanted to get some pictures and mill...
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the weather is almost perfect.
i'm going to go get a run in since i have been an irresponsible drunkard for the first part of this week.
i've been starting to fall off the wagon for my fitness goal.
need to have some more discipline i guess, it's just that i have never been fired up about exercise, and if it's miserable outside i just...
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so i have cooked all day and gone to see family.
then i go back to the bar where the girl works.
i think i am a little wlser than i used to be, however i am doing the same dance.

i have two minds.
i am using the frustration to improve myself so i can be somewhat stable.
but, i am also giving time,...
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well, spring has made a teasing attempt and been bitch-slapped right the fuck out.
i did manage to get the grill fired up sunday, in the rain.
more of an attempt to keep some denial going.
both for spring and the wasteland that is my social life.
if it would get about 10 degrees warmer i would go run.
but it won't and i do...
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well, the weather is not shitty so i have started running again.
i can tell that the layoff has hurt but all was not lost.
i managed to get most of the way through my route.
except for a few pauses to hack up the last crud from my cold.
if the weather is actually in the 60 range saturday i'm probably going to break...
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check out sam kinison a love song for my feelings about valentine's day.
sam kinison a love song