So, I have one bad thing to report. I slept like crap last night. I kept having nightmares. I had the one that I have pretty regularly so I was used to that. Then there was this one were I was in a bathroom and this guy walked in and told me that he was going to have to kill me. When I looked at him, there was something about him that made me realize that he was serious and that regardless of my ability to defend myself that he was going to be able to do it. So I ran. The dream ended with him impaling me on some sort of spiked metal pole, sitting down and then talking to me, as I died, about his mother, how she never read to him as a child, and that he had set her on fire when he was in high school. It was very bizarre and caused me to wake up and take stock of my surroundings before moving. Then there was another about flying a jet in some war and being shot down. Ending up in a jungle and being killed slowly by the enemy.
Yeah.. I didn't sleep well. So I'm going to go nap after I get done with this.
Overall, I'm in good shape. I've got my last paper to make revisions on and turn in tomorrow, which should net me an "A" for this class, which means that I'm going to enter the Fall Semester with a 4.0 GPA. I spent the morning at the gym, much like I try to at least three to four times a week. I've been struggling with actually losing any weight. I can feel my strength increasing and I'm not sure that the Quasi coat is going to fit over my biceps any longer, but I've been remaining around 225 to 230. I just kept wavering back and forth, except today. I hadn't weighed myself all week and I was at 218 when I got done with my hour of sweating and grunting. Thus, I'm rather pleased with myself.
If I could find another part time job, then things would be ideal. So, money's pretty tight right now and I'm in good shape physically and academically, so I can't really complain. I am however still fighting the general sense of dread or melancholy that's had a hold on me lately though.
Feh... maybe I'll see how I'm feeling after this nap.
Yeah.. I didn't sleep well. So I'm going to go nap after I get done with this.
Overall, I'm in good shape. I've got my last paper to make revisions on and turn in tomorrow, which should net me an "A" for this class, which means that I'm going to enter the Fall Semester with a 4.0 GPA. I spent the morning at the gym, much like I try to at least three to four times a week. I've been struggling with actually losing any weight. I can feel my strength increasing and I'm not sure that the Quasi coat is going to fit over my biceps any longer, but I've been remaining around 225 to 230. I just kept wavering back and forth, except today. I hadn't weighed myself all week and I was at 218 when I got done with my hour of sweating and grunting. Thus, I'm rather pleased with myself.
If I could find another part time job, then things would be ideal. So, money's pretty tight right now and I'm in good shape physically and academically, so I can't really complain. I am however still fighting the general sense of dread or melancholy that's had a hold on me lately though.
Feh... maybe I'll see how I'm feeling after this nap.