tinheart

time for an update.

the job is going much better now than it has been over the past few months. after finding out exactly how far behind the office was on some of it's paperwork (4 months worth at times) i thought i was going to have an aneurysm from the stress. but i got through it. and now everything is running a little smoother. things are starting to look up in the office.

but at the same time, things seem to be slipping in my personal life. i can't seem to get out of that "office work" mindset at the end of the day. i want to be able to create and draw when i get home. but all i can manage to do is stare blankly at that stark white paper piles of material. nothing comes together. and i think it's really starting to affect my personal relationships. i don't feel as free and fun as i used to.