Graduation was yesterday. For everyone else, that is. I was sorely unimpressed. Adam came with me, which was great, but everything else about the evening was horrible. Well, scratch that. I got to meet Michelle (again, this time not in my foyer), and I love her. She's so cute, and sweet, and tiny like me! It was awesome to see John, and Josh, and Sam. Madelain isn't happy with me. But I'm afraid that she never will be. And she doesn't seem to realise that I don't really handle strangers very well... and that's something she was always so good about before all of this. Now, it's just like it doesn't fucking matter. She mostly just told me how awful I was, and how she shouldn't talk to me, and that I'm dreadful and bad in every way imaginable. I agree. It just doesn't seem fair that I can't even explain my side of it to her. I just can't. Maybe I don't believe in it. I don't know. Aaron was so cute. He's always been cute. I miss him. Not in the romantic sense, just that he was an awesome person and it sucks not to have him around. Kristin and Matt fucked in Sam's house. They weren't very discreet, and it annoyed me for some reason. It's not my business, I know... but it just bothered me. I guess I've never been any better. But at least I know Adam, let alone love him. I got to feeling irrational. So I got home around two in the morning, and talked to Adam on the phone for an hour. He made me feel so much better about everything. He justifies me.
silvermchic:
meeting you again was kick ass....i was sooo hung over this morning. fun times though. sorry maddy was a bitch. i didn't know that. yea aaron is always cute.