tinfoilstar

I feel strange writing this down, but I'm all sorts of pissed. On saturday night, Adam (my beloved), Matt (a dear friend), and Kristin (someone whom I have too much in common with) slept over. Anyway, we got drunk, and Kristin and I made out and it was so awful. She's the third to worst person that I've ever kissed and it was dreaful. I haven't kissed many people, keep in mind. But, it's like this (from worst to best), him, her, Kristin, her, her, him, and Adam. I passed out and dreamt of Julius Caesar. When I woke up, I was being rubbed. We had sex (which was awesome), and smoked some weed in my room. Matt came in to ask for a condom. He fucked Kristin on the guest bed. Which wouldn't have bothered me. Except that she fucking bled all over my goddamned pillow, and now there's blood on the mattress. I don't care what people say, it's just icky. I'm not so irritated that she bled; it happens to the best of us. But here's the thing: she made a show of making up the bed, and not telling me what had happened. If she had just stripped the bed it would have been fine. But no. She pretended it was all clean and pure. Other than that, I slept completely naked and Adam wore his clothes. It was uncomfortable. I didn't really like that part of it. Coarse fabrics are unpleasant to wake up next to.