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back in action, b.

but how should i cut my goddamn hair?

Oh shit. Sportdeath is disappointed in my laziness. So here's my update:

I think my membership might lapse soon. I'm not sure. I never keep up with this shit.

But Modest Mouse is coming to town in March, so I'm pretty happy about that. Hopefully I'll get to see them this time. (Last summer, we drove to Austin, and the show was sold out. This...
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Suicide is like telling god, "You can't fire me. I quit!"

Man, oh, man. If only my mother wouldn't be so shocked and appalled.

star mope star

But, seriously, how are you?

Ha, fuckers. Now I have a picture, too.

I look so sad. I'm making the "I'm missing you" face for Maddy Paddy and Adam.

We had christmas today. (fucking awesome)

I got a digital camera (Canon Elph), a printer, some clothes, DVDs, gift certificates, walkie talkies (my dad is so awesome), and a new pink polka dot scarf. There's lots more, but that's the jist of it.

I'm such a lucky girl. I miss Adam.

I wish everyone could be so lucky. I wish everyone would get tons of...
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It's not so bad.

fuck it. all of it.

i'll have pictures on christmas eve. hell yeah for that digital camera.

I'm extra super displeased about things right now. I can't concentrate. They're going to medicate me. Thanksgiving sucked. I think I'll go eat some cereal and watch TV in my pyjamas.

I got to spend two nights in my bed with Adam, and they were the best things ever. But now, I'm all lonely and I miss him and it sucks. I wish he were...
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Halloween sure isn't what it used to be.

Well. This guy Anthony really thinks that he wants me. But I know how wrong he is, and I think secretly he knows what a terrible idea this is, as well.

I hung out with my mom and dad all afternoon. It kicked ass. My parents are awesome and I love them.

But now, I wanna get high. I'm waiting for Julie to call (so...
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I can't get a hold of Madelain, and its driving me nuts. I'm not sure that she's all that interested in seeing me, anyway.

Other than that, I think I'm going to just die. I made the boy cry last night. It was awful. Fucking Crown. I felt awful. I trembled all the way home, and told my father all about it. He said, "I...
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What a night. Boy. I really am beginning to feel more and more distant from everybody and everything here. Except for Adam. He's like my anchor.

I just don't know what to say about any of anything. I would like to just dissipate. Or explode into a million little fireflies that fly far away from everything; especially each other.

I better fucking graduate. God, I'll...
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