I did it again. I fucked up. I actually met a decent guy and then I ruined it beyond repair. I don't know why, I start acting crazy but for some reason I do. Maybe one day I'll actually meet someone who can handle me, quirks and all. Until then, I'll try and be content with my life...my cats, my job, my car.
Why do break ups have to hurt so badly? In this case, the bottle of wine and the endless tears aren't helping. Am I destined to be alone forever?
Why do break ups have to hurt so badly? In this case, the bottle of wine and the endless tears aren't helping. Am I destined to be alone forever?
They hurt becaue there is love. Love sucks. Lots. ANd we're not "normal". And if the other person you're with isn't normal, then that love and passion can turn in on itself.
But that doesn't mean it can't work. That doesn't mean it won't. Trials like this are what make those times when we find "it" that much better.
Just remind yourself about what happened, and recognize that. If you need "help" to get past that, whether it be a friend, counselor, whatever - use that. If it's something that's detrimental about yourself and you feel strongly enough about it, you CAN change it.
Maybe not completely, but maybe even just enough..
Ya know?
I know we don't know each other THAT well, but I've seen some of the hell you've been through, and you didn't make it through that to let something like this get you too down.
But there's a mourning period with everything. You won't be alone forever, not as long as you keep trying and making it through the pain..
My 2 cents at least......