Man, sometimes life just sucks balls.
I was assaulted at work again (for the fourth fuckin' time) and am pretty pissed off about that.
On top of that, I'm confused about men. Why is it always me making the effort and when I stop trying to maintain contact they go weeks without a word. Why can't I just find someone who tells me they like me and lets it be known? Is that too much to ask?
I'm also going through tattoo withdrawl. I need to get more ink. But for that I need more money. The company I work for currently owes me thousands in back pay...they don't seem to care about me having to pay rent!
Fuck! I can't wait for this month to get better!
I was assaulted at work again (for the fourth fuckin' time) and am pretty pissed off about that.
On top of that, I'm confused about men. Why is it always me making the effort and when I stop trying to maintain contact they go weeks without a word. Why can't I just find someone who tells me they like me and lets it be known? Is that too much to ask?
I'm also going through tattoo withdrawl. I need to get more ink. But for that I need more money. The company I work for currently owes me thousands in back pay...they don't seem to care about me having to pay rent!
Fuck! I can't wait for this month to get better!
* very true, sometimes it does. they say without the low you wouldn't know what the high was. maybe true but i still feel your pain
* 4 times is ridiculous. once is uncalled for. have you actually told your boss or have you been quiet about it up this point?
* i'll be honest, in it's own sort of retarded logic, some of the guys may just think you are mad and want to dodge conflict like the plague. now again "retarded logic". other side of coin is it could be because they're lame and dont want a legit relationship. what you want is not too much ask, the fact you know what it is you're looking for should help. just don't settle nor waste time on those not worth it
* yay for ink
* i really hope the month does pick up, good news is decembers a few days a way and you can chalk up a clean start. cheer ups