I fuckin' hate men! I know they're are some out there that are nice and responsible and cool but it seems that the ones I meet are asses!
My ex came over at about 7pm just to pick up some stuff he left at my flat. Because I'm hospitable and shit, I offer him a drink and whatnot. He doesn't leave until 1:30am and that's because I claimed I was tired and needed to sleep. The whole time he was here, he was complimenting me, telling me I had a gorgeous body etc....
He then said that the main reason that we broke up was because we both need to work on issuses involving ourslelves. Esentially he said, you're fucked up and I can't date someone like that. Right then and there I decided to be honest with him. I told him that the main reason we broke up (in my opinion) was that we were incompatible. I'm sensitive, and tend to cry and you yell in response. He responded by grabbing my boob. As if that makes things better. When I told him to stop it, he reacted as though I had kicked him in the nuts. "What? You're upset and I'm turning you on so that makes things better" he said.
FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING ASS!!!! Those were internal thoughts, I have trouble saying that shit outloud. Anyhow he went on to give me a few backhanded compliments and a few insults. "Let's see you try and go out to a bar. You couldn't even get a one night stand if you had a $100 bill in your bra."
Finally, I had had enough. Over the last month that we had been dating, it had been going downhill and we both knew it was going to end. I told him, I had met someone else. I've never seen anyone look quite so shellshocked in my life. "Wha? You? You were cheating! I fuckin' knew it. God damn bitch" he exclaimed. "No, I have never cheated in my life and I'm not about to start now. We both knew it was ending, I wouldn't hold it against you if you had met someone else. I met this guy because we were both going thru breakups and wejust happened to connect. I'm sorry, but I can't help the way I feel." I replied.
"Oh, I see. You met him on sg. The site you won't buy me a membership for (why the fuck should I pay forhhis membership?) and you guys were flirting online and you probably slept together. You're a fuckin' bitch." he said. "No! It wasn't like that at all. We were both going through breakups and we went out to vent to each other. It just happened to turn out that we liked one another. It wasn't planned and I'm sorry but I already went through the mourning period of our relationship." I replied.
He ended up leaving in a fury, unfortunately for me it was almost two am and I couldn't call anyone to talk to. I did call people and leave messages on their answering machines.
Tell me, am I a terrible person? By reading this, I'd think yes but by actually experinceing this and living through the ex's insults then no. I personally feel guilty even though I know I have no reason to feel that way. What do you think?
My ex came over at about 7pm just to pick up some stuff he left at my flat. Because I'm hospitable and shit, I offer him a drink and whatnot. He doesn't leave until 1:30am and that's because I claimed I was tired and needed to sleep. The whole time he was here, he was complimenting me, telling me I had a gorgeous body etc....
He then said that the main reason that we broke up was because we both need to work on issuses involving ourslelves. Esentially he said, you're fucked up and I can't date someone like that. Right then and there I decided to be honest with him. I told him that the main reason we broke up (in my opinion) was that we were incompatible. I'm sensitive, and tend to cry and you yell in response. He responded by grabbing my boob. As if that makes things better. When I told him to stop it, he reacted as though I had kicked him in the nuts. "What? You're upset and I'm turning you on so that makes things better" he said.
FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING ASS!!!! Those were internal thoughts, I have trouble saying that shit outloud. Anyhow he went on to give me a few backhanded compliments and a few insults. "Let's see you try and go out to a bar. You couldn't even get a one night stand if you had a $100 bill in your bra."
Finally, I had had enough. Over the last month that we had been dating, it had been going downhill and we both knew it was going to end. I told him, I had met someone else. I've never seen anyone look quite so shellshocked in my life. "Wha? You? You were cheating! I fuckin' knew it. God damn bitch" he exclaimed. "No, I have never cheated in my life and I'm not about to start now. We both knew it was ending, I wouldn't hold it against you if you had met someone else. I met this guy because we were both going thru breakups and wejust happened to connect. I'm sorry, but I can't help the way I feel." I replied.
"Oh, I see. You met him on sg. The site you won't buy me a membership for (why the fuck should I pay forhhis membership?) and you guys were flirting online and you probably slept together. You're a fuckin' bitch." he said. "No! It wasn't like that at all. We were both going through breakups and we went out to vent to each other. It just happened to turn out that we liked one another. It wasn't planned and I'm sorry but I already went through the mourning period of our relationship." I replied.
He ended up leaving in a fury, unfortunately for me it was almost two am and I couldn't call anyone to talk to. I did call people and leave messages on their answering machines.
Tell me, am I a terrible person? By reading this, I'd think yes but by actually experinceing this and living through the ex's insults then no. I personally feel guilty even though I know I have no reason to feel that way. What do you think?