My heart hangs so heavy like a rock on my ankles it's pulling me lower.  I carry in my pocket a burden great though many carry more.  I see the paradox through which I live my life and it causes me great pain.  A culture that I cannot control and a life that I lose to such.  I must find a way to take back the life that is mine even if it means bowing out from this race.
    
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