God damn it...I hate house hunting!!! Especially as a student, such a limited budget and so many shitholes that landlords are trying to fob off as habitable!!
Days like this make me miss being in work full time and having a decent income behind me!!
I'm having a slightly lazy weekend - Caught up with a friend in Canterbury yesterday and had a mooch about - and helped her build her rabbit hutch! Which she is a little too excited about! She and I need to solve our relationship properly, the way things are is no good for anyone. I just wih I knew the best way to go about it, I don;t want what she does - now and in the future, I don't think she realises sometimes. I feel more and more like I am being unfair.
Footy season is back which is coolio, I enjoy my match of the day! I didnt realise but I also get ESPN for no extra charge so I still get some matches - and the UFC more importantly!! I like me some violence!
I've spent an extraordinary number of hours playing "I-copter" on my ipod touch - the most fantastic present I ever got myself! seriously, the things is incredible!
The rest of today is going to be continuing my house hunt, having a run and cooking some dinner. Then probably moping about and feeling shit about things! Like not having a lady friend proper to do some of these things with. Then I'll feel guilty for thinking that as it involves hurting someone else who I care for very deeply.
ooooh look at me pissing my pants!
for now I shall go, I will leave you with this photo of a lion pretending to be clint Eastwood - I chuckled when i saw it on the camera!
bye for now
Days like this make me miss being in work full time and having a decent income behind me!!
I'm having a slightly lazy weekend - Caught up with a friend in Canterbury yesterday and had a mooch about - and helped her build her rabbit hutch! Which she is a little too excited about! She and I need to solve our relationship properly, the way things are is no good for anyone. I just wih I knew the best way to go about it, I don;t want what she does - now and in the future, I don't think she realises sometimes. I feel more and more like I am being unfair.
Footy season is back which is coolio, I enjoy my match of the day! I didnt realise but I also get ESPN for no extra charge so I still get some matches - and the UFC more importantly!! I like me some violence!
I've spent an extraordinary number of hours playing "I-copter" on my ipod touch - the most fantastic present I ever got myself! seriously, the things is incredible!
The rest of today is going to be continuing my house hunt, having a run and cooking some dinner. Then probably moping about and feeling shit about things! Like not having a lady friend proper to do some of these things with. Then I'll feel guilty for thinking that as it involves hurting someone else who I care for very deeply.
ooooh look at me pissing my pants!
for now I shall go, I will leave you with this photo of a lion pretending to be clint Eastwood - I chuckled when i saw it on the camera!
bye for now