timrequiem

Its been so long since I've had the energy to type anything here. It's been a pretty lonely time of year for me. The fall always reminds me of my marriage, which is a bummer since I'm divorced and I used to love the fall. I still do I guess, but it's different now, I spend so much time working and all that I'm usually alone. I miss my daughter a lot in the fall, I'm yet to see her Halloween costume for the last 3 years since I've either been in Afghanistan or out of state during October and her mom doesn't think its necessary for me to know what my daughter's doing. Eh well, I'm going to try and not be bitter.

I think really I just want to hang out with someone new, have a conversation. Maybe get a couple book suggestions. I have a couple really good friends here but...i dunno, guess i just need to break the routine a bit. I guess its time to go watch some breaking bad and try and sleep...maybe cheer up in the morning.