timore

I never thought Kerry would win. I can't believe how surprised people are over this. Personally I thought choosing between the two candidates was choosing the lesser of two evils. I did vote for Kerry though, I wanted to be my father's vote. I mean, lets be honest, we all knew Nader wouldn't win. My man said he would move out of the country is Kerry won. It is so strange how important this win was to him yet he didn't register to vote. I don't get people who don't vote but want to bitch saying the effect is has such a huge outcome on their life. I think people need to get off their asses and vote if they feel it is important. Some people don't vote because they just don't care. Okay, I'd rather not have lazy asses deciding the future of our country anyhow. Bush won. What I think is important now is that we support the president, even if he is not who you wanted. Bitching and moaning will do nothing. Lets face it, the man has a tough job. None of us can even comprehend what he deals with on a daily basis. Support is what we need to give now. I would have supported either candidate in their win.

New York was beautiful. I will go back. I want to go back when I have more time to shop and explore. I didn't walk to much while the man was working because I was intimidated of getting lost, mugged, anything. We did eat a wonderful dinner at a wonderful restaurant called Ciro our last night, I just felt this energy radiating from my entire body. It was such a positive time. I wish every moment could feel like that.

I miss my Dad. I try not to cry but it is hard. I go to work but I think of him constantly. Every time I fall or do something stupid I can hear him yelling "OH HA HA" and teasing me. I smile even though it is only in my head. Life is strange. It is so strange how you keep on keeping on all the while thinking "something huge just happened, how can I still be living?". One day at a time.