I try not to get to personal in my journals, but in an attempt to explain why I may not be around much without sounding cryptic, here goes.
I'm not going to New York. I don't know that I have ever been as excited about anything in my life but I have to give it up and use the money for something else. I have to move out. I moved in with my parents about a year ago to help take care of them and save money for grad school. Well, I think I am just enabling them to be less self sufficient and feel more sorry for themselves. Today was the breaking point, my Dad said some really bad things to me because I wouldn't give him more money. There is so much more to it than that but to be honest, none of you guys really know me and I'm going to deny making myself bleed for strangers at this point.
So, I will probably get into debt and I will probably be MIA for a while, but this is something I have to do. No, I can't afford everything I'd like or everything I want, but I think I can swing the things I actually need. I've been a grown up for long enough, it is time my parents do the same.
My man will be out on business for 3 weeks, hopefully when he comes back I'll be in settled into a new place.
BUT..... tonight I will be heading to Atlanta for a party. One last time to lose focus before life bitch slaps me in the face.
I'm not going to New York. I don't know that I have ever been as excited about anything in my life but I have to give it up and use the money for something else. I have to move out. I moved in with my parents about a year ago to help take care of them and save money for grad school. Well, I think I am just enabling them to be less self sufficient and feel more sorry for themselves. Today was the breaking point, my Dad said some really bad things to me because I wouldn't give him more money. There is so much more to it than that but to be honest, none of you guys really know me and I'm going to deny making myself bleed for strangers at this point.
So, I will probably get into debt and I will probably be MIA for a while, but this is something I have to do. No, I can't afford everything I'd like or everything I want, but I think I can swing the things I actually need. I've been a grown up for long enough, it is time my parents do the same.
My man will be out on business for 3 weeks, hopefully when he comes back I'll be in settled into a new place.
BUT..... tonight I will be heading to Atlanta for a party. One last time to lose focus before life bitch slaps me in the face.
itzjusme:
good luck with things. if you do lose sg you should join myspace... here is my myspace profile ...it is free and stuff. i would like to know how things are going for ya. i don't know you're situation fully...but there is a point where you need to focus on yourself...it is fine to care for your parents...but you also have to deal with your future. i'm sure at some level they know that. it's totally a different situation...but i can relate to you in a way. good luck sweets. you will be missed if you are gone.
luis:
Good luck with that. I can't believe I didn't get a party invite, I'm off tonight. 