i get really irritable when i dont eat. especially when ive been drinking coffee. today, i rushed to work without eating much, and id been drinking coffee all day. i felt like a fucking zombie on crack at work. i left work early and rushed to the store and bought potato leek soup and vegan buffalo wings which i am eating right now. i feel a million times better.

also, i think its interesting that i am the most materialistic when im broke. i start having all these delusions of grandeur about how im going to be rich. its funny because while im at work (i drive a pedicab. i only make money when i have customers) i should be focusing on making money instead of just pretending its going to magically appear and fantasizing about how rad it will be when i have tons of classic cars with hot tubs in the trunk. well maybe letting my mind wander is not in vain. im certain that im headed for greatness, and im going to need ways to spend my millions.

"I'm reckless and feelin' no pain
You know I've got no need to control
Livin' with the danger
I'm always on the edge now
With million dollar visions that I hold"

thats right, im gonna be a huge star just like axl! watch out! (you can see it in the photo, i know.)