guess its time to update
ive been feeling mostly better, still worn down, but overall, things seem to be improving. my doctor wants to see me tomorrow, just to make sure theres nothing else compounding the mono and to check on my progress. im hoping it goes well.
it looks like moving out of the apartment and back home is a go now. my roomate...
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ive been feeling mostly better, still worn down, but overall, things seem to be improving. my doctor wants to see me tomorrow, just to make sure theres nothing else compounding the mono and to check on my progress. im hoping it goes well.
it looks like moving out of the apartment and back home is a go now. my roomate...
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belladea:
Glad you liked the Monica pix. How could you not, right? 
belladea:
What do you think?
guess its time to update
ive been feeling mostly better, still worn down, but overall, things seem to be improving. my doctor wants to see me tomorrow, just to make sure theres nothing else compounding the mono and to check on my progress. im hoping it goes well.
it looks like moving out of the apartment and back home is a go now. my roomate...
Read More
ive been feeling mostly better, still worn down, but overall, things seem to be improving. my doctor wants to see me tomorrow, just to make sure theres nothing else compounding the mono and to check on my progress. im hoping it goes well.
it looks like moving out of the apartment and back home is a go now. my roomate...
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well, im feeling mostly better
i think im just gonig stir crazy
ive left my apartment like three times in the last two weeks
i just need to get better and get back to work.
ive also been suffering from a lack of sleep i think
of course im tired all the time,
but my slepe pattern is so messed up
that it doesnt feel...
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i think im just gonig stir crazy
ive left my apartment like three times in the last two weeks
i just need to get better and get back to work.
ive also been suffering from a lack of sleep i think
of course im tired all the time,
but my slepe pattern is so messed up
that it doesnt feel...
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sophie:
i know, WEIRD, right? i don't know how i got so lucky, but thank you for being there and cheering me on. virtually.
godiva666:
Yes.... likewise.... *hugs*
ever heard ths silverchair album 'diorama'?
its a total masterpiece, big and bombastic
its beautiful
and its what ive been listening to all day
its kind of a melancholy album
but that suits my mood today
its just one of those days where ya feel.... whatever
ive forgotten how to express myself
ive forgotten how to write a paragraph
i dont know what to d...
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its a total masterpiece, big and bombastic
its beautiful
and its what ive been listening to all day
its kind of a melancholy album
but that suits my mood today
its just one of those days where ya feel.... whatever
ive forgotten how to express myself
ive forgotten how to write a paragraph
i dont know what to d...
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lixy:
Yes! so go get one and be my friend!
XOXXX
XOXXX
lixy:
Nothings ever enough for me 
XOXXX
XOXXX
help me out kids
i need new music
gimme songs and stuff
help help help
i need new music
gimme songs and stuff
help help help
belladea:
I'm still stuck on My Sweet Prince by Placebo. And Pure Morning. It's not new, though. I don't have money for new stuff. In fact, most of what I listen to is a few hundred years old.
so, as it turns out, i am not dead
mono just decided to knock my ass around again for another week
grrrrr
everytime i think im getting better
i get thrown to the couch for a week with a super high fever
damn near like strep
i had to go to the ER this timecuz my fever was so high and i was completely dehydrated...
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mono just decided to knock my ass around again for another week
grrrrr
everytime i think im getting better
i get thrown to the couch for a week with a super high fever
damn near like strep
i had to go to the ER this timecuz my fever was so high and i was completely dehydrated...
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belladea:
Don't be sorry about it. Three copies of the same journal entry are not an offense.
I had a feeling you were in the hospital. Cuz I'm a pessimist and I'm usually right.
Maybe you should play nice. Its entirely up to you, though. I always try to play nice unless I am directly insulted. In that case, Im an utter bitch or I cry, but only if I love you. As you know, I have no middle ground. Well, there is apathy. Is that in the middle?
If someone insulted me in someone else's journal, I'd never know it cuz I don't usually read what other people write. I don't feel it's any of my concern... and I'm too lazy to put out the effort.
I had a feeling you were in the hospital. Cuz I'm a pessimist and I'm usually right.
Maybe you should play nice. Its entirely up to you, though. I always try to play nice unless I am directly insulted. In that case, Im an utter bitch or I cry, but only if I love you. As you know, I have no middle ground. Well, there is apathy. Is that in the middle?
If someone insulted me in someone else's journal, I'd never know it cuz I don't usually read what other people write. I don't feel it's any of my concern... and I'm too lazy to put out the effort.
belladea:
Come look at my box!
so, as it turns out, i am not dead
mono just decided to knock my ass around again for another week
grrrrr
everytime i think im getting better
i get thrown to the couch for a week with a super high fever
damn dear like strep
i had to go to the ER this timecuz my fever was so high and i was completely dehydrated...
Read More
mono just decided to knock my ass around again for another week
grrrrr
everytime i think im getting better
i get thrown to the couch for a week with a super high fever
damn dear like strep
i had to go to the ER this timecuz my fever was so high and i was completely dehydrated...
Read More
so, as it turns out, i am not dead
mono just decided to knock my ass saound again for another week
grrrrr
everytime i think im getting better
i get thrown to the couch for a week with a super high fever
damn dear like strep
i had to go to the ER this timecuz my fever was so high and i was completely dehydrated...
Read More
mono just decided to knock my ass saound again for another week
grrrrr
everytime i think im getting better
i get thrown to the couch for a week with a super high fever
damn dear like strep
i had to go to the ER this timecuz my fever was so high and i was completely dehydrated...
Read More
it wont give up it wants me dead goddamn this noise inside my head
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devil_bitch:
Broken bruised forgotten sore too fucked up to care anymore
belladea:
Yes... I have a lot of noise in my head. So much that it is a struggle to hear what I am really thinking about. And even when I do hear it, something else usually pushes it out of focus.
Sickness is a bitch.
Sickness is a bitch.
much like the loverly geneveive, it is time for me to buy a new computer
while i am not able to afford a new G5 tower
i am left with two options
help me pick
option 1
iMac G5 17"
1GB DDR400 SDRAM - 1 DIMM
250GB Serial ATA drive
SuperDrive (DVD+R DL/DVD+RW/CD-RW)
Keyboard and Mouse + Mac OS X - U.S. English
56Kbps...
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while i am not able to afford a new G5 tower
i am left with two options
help me pick
option 1
iMac G5 17"
1GB DDR400 SDRAM - 1 DIMM
250GB Serial ATA drive
SuperDrive (DVD+R DL/DVD+RW/CD-RW)
Keyboard and Mouse + Mac OS X - U.S. English
56Kbps...
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belladea:
hehehe! 
shambles:
hehe I don't need cigs anymore hehe
Wheres your store?? I may stop by somtime and say hello
Wheres your store?? I may stop by somtime and say hello