well, ive been feeling pretty good the last few days
doctor hasnt called me back about my bloodwork, so im hoping thats a good thing
id really like to be better, get my stamina back up and get my ass back to being a real person again
im hoping that next time i update, itll be all good stuff, i dont wanna use sg as a place soley for venting, you guys dont deserve that. i come here when im down, vent, and you all help me out with kind words and good thougts, you should at least be able to see taht i am sometimes a pretty happy person.
but tonight im in a weird mood, so ill get this out of the way, then hopefully ill be done
i think im going to stop trying to be witty, because im really not a witty person. i mean, to a degree i am, but not like i try to be. so im gonna try to stop
here are some lyrics now, just something that my compulsive music mind has been repeating in my head for the last few days...
She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"
And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I go to,
the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
as always,
love you all
-m
doctor hasnt called me back about my bloodwork, so im hoping thats a good thing
id really like to be better, get my stamina back up and get my ass back to being a real person again
im hoping that next time i update, itll be all good stuff, i dont wanna use sg as a place soley for venting, you guys dont deserve that. i come here when im down, vent, and you all help me out with kind words and good thougts, you should at least be able to see taht i am sometimes a pretty happy person.
but tonight im in a weird mood, so ill get this out of the way, then hopefully ill be done
i think im going to stop trying to be witty, because im really not a witty person. i mean, to a degree i am, but not like i try to be. so im gonna try to stop
here are some lyrics now, just something that my compulsive music mind has been repeating in my head for the last few days...
She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"
And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I go to,
the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I
Need to know
Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cuase I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
as always,
love you all
-m
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See... you don't like those question things cuz you're not a loser. I am. Soy un perdador.
I vent the hell outta this place. Fuck everybody. If they don't like it, they can read something else.
hehe... I love anger. It's fun. That's what I tell myself anyway.
I got real fuckin' sick o' being sick after just a few days of it. I'd be bonkers if I were sick as long as you have been. I'm a wife, man... I'm not allowed to be sick. Wives can't get sick.
"the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt"
God... that's so me.