timeoftheeclipse

hi k ids
i need tovent
bear with me here

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ive been
living with your actions
speaking louder than words
and everytime you say youll be there
and you never come home
and you never come home
and you never come home
ive been
sitting here thinking
and youre never at home
ive been
walking around for days
drinding my teeth
into a fine white powder
and i wonder why my jaw hurts
ive been waiting on and
waiting on and
waiting on
and on
and on
and on
for what?
for THIS
what is this what is this what is this what is this
THIS
is everything ive wanted
but not like this
never like this
i am
just the boy you keep around
for when youve nothing else to do
and you
hold me close when its convenient
but where are you
when I need you
and i trusted you
i trusted you
i trusted you
i trusted you
and gave you every little thing i had
and every little piece i had
would not complete
the puzzle we had
i am not enough for you
so what is it i need to do
to make your actions match your words

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i feel a bit better now