ok, its time to get rid of that last post
things are settled now
i made a hard decision
but the one i think will make me happiest in the end.
im happy right now
still have some curiosities as to what the other choice would have been like, but thats just me.
a good thing to konw about me is that im a person who cant stand not knowing things.
i HAVE to be in all the loops, have as much knowledge as i can.
i hate secrets and surprises because of this
the truth may hurt, but i can deal with it.. its lies, deceit, deception and secrecy i cant handle.

damn, can you all tell im pretty druink right now?
gotta love my line of work
i go to a dsitributor tasting, free of charge, try a ton of great beer, wine and spirits, eat hella good food fro JJ's, hang out with some good friends and then get to take home two cases of microbrew beer at the end of the night

ilove my life

i love you guys

all of you
be good
drink lots
have great sex