well,
things arent as bad as i had feared, but they are still pretty damned bad. bad in a different way.
now i somehow need to get over myself and be there to help her.
to make sure that she is ok and to help her deal with this.
sigh
she had a good reason for pushing me, and everyone else away. but i wont let her. we need to work through this.
i will be there for her
because i love her
also, i cant believe i have been so self involved and near-sighted as to not realize there was something wrong with her and not just us.
but i need to start working on getting back to being a good person again. i used to be humble, i used to be compassionate. i used to care.
now im just a porn addicted sociopath.
i need to be a person again
and im gonna need some help
i hope we can help each other become whole again
things arent as bad as i had feared, but they are still pretty damned bad. bad in a different way.
now i somehow need to get over myself and be there to help her.
to make sure that she is ok and to help her deal with this.
sigh
she had a good reason for pushing me, and everyone else away. but i wont let her. we need to work through this.
i will be there for her
because i love her
also, i cant believe i have been so self involved and near-sighted as to not realize there was something wrong with her and not just us.
but i need to start working on getting back to being a good person again. i used to be humble, i used to be compassionate. i used to care.
now im just a porn addicted sociopath.
i need to be a person again
and im gonna need some help
i hope we can help each other become whole again
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i hope things look up for you as well...i cant really offer anymore than that not knowing the details of the situation...
have you decided about going to LA?
well, i really hope you decided to come in spring. i think my city is one of those places you have to be just once.