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Sunday Feb 12, 2006

Feb 12, 2006
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well,
things arent as bad as i had feared, but they are still pretty damned bad. bad in a different way.
now i somehow need to get over myself and be there to help her.
to make sure that she is ok and to help her deal with this.
sigh
she had a good reason for pushing me, and everyone else away. but i wont let her. we need to work through this.
i will be there for her
because i love her

also, i cant believe i have been so self involved and near-sighted as to not realize there was something wrong with her and not just us.
but i need to start working on getting back to being a good person again. i used to be humble, i used to be compassionate. i used to care.
now im just a porn addicted sociopath.
i need to be a person again
and im gonna need some help
i hope we can help each other become whole again
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genevieve:
it was some roses that bloomed.

i hope things look up for you as well...i cant really offer anymore than that not knowing the details of the situation...

have you decided about going to LA?
Feb 16, 2006
genevieve:
Thank you dear! I am going to leave it for just a bit...part I really like it part I dont want my hair to fall out!

well, i really hope you decided to come in spring. i think my city is one of those places you have to be just once. smile
Feb 22, 2006

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