Okay so i need to vent about so shit so i can have a good nights sleep otherwise i will prob be awake fuming about it all night ..
I hate hate hate people's negative attitudes when it comes to like the smallest thing like picking up ur own mess or maybe even saying hey i could help this up or clean this up for this person who has dropped say a certain object on the floor just to be nice . But no everyone at my school thinks only for themselves it's like these people frontal lobe will never ever develop . I hate the attitude of people's mindset of i'm not going to do some thing for anyone else unless i know i'm gonna get something outta this short term maybe not but in the long term people really take notice and u do get rewarded but shouldn't just doing something for someone else with in reason but good enough to make u content ??? U know that warm feeling inside ?? I swear that stuff like must in someone contribute to depression and people feeling that they can not make a difference because they feel on their own they are making no real change but in the long term they are gonna to change someone's life in a little way i quess ..
I'm Sunday it's my birthday and i'm turning 24 it's werid to say i will be 24 and this year already has flown past i haven't had alot time to think . I am really going to miss ityzilla this year and also Willow lots but i know they will be there in sprit with everyone else ..
I got my haircut at school today and i kinda hate it but we don't get a choice they choose because i did sign my life away for 15 mths so really free hairdressing education i tried had not to look at the shit side but focus on the postive side of what i'm doing and their are many ..
One of the girls can me a maniquin head for my birthday so so greatful i just want the basics for this birthday clips , tail combs , hair brushes is all i'm asking for because people steal at my school ...
I hate hate hate people's negative attitudes when it comes to like the smallest thing like picking up ur own mess or maybe even saying hey i could help this up or clean this up for this person who has dropped say a certain object on the floor just to be nice . But no everyone at my school thinks only for themselves it's like these people frontal lobe will never ever develop . I hate the attitude of people's mindset of i'm not going to do some thing for anyone else unless i know i'm gonna get something outta this short term maybe not but in the long term people really take notice and u do get rewarded but shouldn't just doing something for someone else with in reason but good enough to make u content ??? U know that warm feeling inside ?? I swear that stuff like must in someone contribute to depression and people feeling that they can not make a difference because they feel on their own they are making no real change but in the long term they are gonna to change someone's life in a little way i quess ..
I'm Sunday it's my birthday and i'm turning 24 it's werid to say i will be 24 and this year already has flown past i haven't had alot time to think . I am really going to miss ityzilla this year and also Willow lots but i know they will be there in sprit with everyone else ..
I got my haircut at school today and i kinda hate it but we don't get a choice they choose because i did sign my life away for 15 mths so really free hairdressing education i tried had not to look at the shit side but focus on the postive side of what i'm doing and their are many ..
One of the girls can me a maniquin head for my birthday so so greatful i just want the basics for this birthday clips , tail combs , hair brushes is all i'm asking for because people steal at my school ...