I'm on holidays and i'm kinda hating it, the boy is at work most of the time and all my friends are back at work and have really no money to spend so i'm left with being bored at home .. I really thought that it would be a nice change to just hang out and do nothing but i really really hate it and already after a week i'm bored and quite happy just to go back to work and rountine how fucking dumb am i .. ? The wrost part is i feel if i waste the time then my 2 weeks i get all year of holidays i have just fucked grrr . I feel so disconnected from people at the momment i hate it ..
