Abit of a emotional wreck can not remeber the last time i went to bed before 11:00 in the last 2 mths really starting to show in me emotionally ... Just trying to fit in friends , school , work , b/f and family and time to myself is beyond a joke a need extra hours in the day .. An extra day the week wouldn't go astray i sem to wake tired every morning wats the point of sleeping ...
I'm really over my foster salon at the momment sick of working with a woman who is on the verge of nervous breakdown and a boss who does not not how to commincate and work my butt of for fucking nothing he never notices just expects me to read his mind and i'm so fucking sick of being his mind reader this is just only the iceing on the cake of wat pissed me off there . But i am so so so utterly greatful that my school has taken this into account and i will fingers crossed be moved in the new year but the emotional state and stupid period crap and the stresses clients are on in xmas time just makes me feel i will not last that long till i walk out and tell them to get fucked ..
That is my rant but i am so greatful for my friends , family , my lovely boy
and that i have a school and a job to go to and even through i am finding it hard to to make the money go round i'm greatful that i atleast have money and i have food to eat and bed to sleep in my life could be so much worse ..
When that worry in the world is blocking ur view of how lucky u are it's hard to think of anything else but i am trying and willl be better by tomoz ...
In a good note i cut my daddies hair at work all by myself and he loved it and i love wat i'm doing right now even though today it has been a struggle ...
I am looking forward to xmas and anyone who isn't get over it and be merry peoples ..
I'm really over my foster salon at the momment sick of working with a woman who is on the verge of nervous breakdown and a boss who does not not how to commincate and work my butt of for fucking nothing he never notices just expects me to read his mind and i'm so fucking sick of being his mind reader this is just only the iceing on the cake of wat pissed me off there . But i am so so so utterly greatful that my school has taken this into account and i will fingers crossed be moved in the new year but the emotional state and stupid period crap and the stresses clients are on in xmas time just makes me feel i will not last that long till i walk out and tell them to get fucked ..
That is my rant but i am so greatful for my friends , family , my lovely boy
and that i have a school and a job to go to and even through i am finding it hard to to make the money go round i'm greatful that i atleast have money and i have food to eat and bed to sleep in my life could be so much worse ..
When that worry in the world is blocking ur view of how lucky u are it's hard to think of anything else but i am trying and willl be better by tomoz ...
In a good note i cut my daddies hair at work all by myself and he loved it and i love wat i'm doing right now even though today it has been a struggle ...
I am looking forward to xmas and anyone who isn't get over it and be merry peoples ..