today is my birthday!

is it silly that i've now had 27 birthdays and i still get excited about them?
[although a little less now that i'm getting closer to the 30 mark. booo. which also makes me feel silly. why does it matter, it's just a number, right? or something... whatever.]
i try to remember this:
"It's not the years in your life that...
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is it silly that i've now had 27 birthdays and i still get excited about them?
[although a little less now that i'm getting closer to the 30 mark. booo. which also makes me feel silly. why does it matter, it's just a number, right? or something... whatever.]
i try to remember this:
"It's not the years in your life that...
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ambizzle26:
she is doing much better now. thanks
oxy:
Lets all be Nerds together 
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jctrue:
it's never lame
expecially when there are
jokes
and
cute pictures
hope you are well girl
jc
xxx
expecially when there are
jokes
and
cute pictures
hope you are well girl
jc
xxx
ambizzle26:
my friends mom is in the hospital. she is in a coma and cant breathe on her own. its super hard to see my friend upset.
so, last night sam and i had a long talk about everything. it all went well, he is so wonderful. i cired and he just held me. he's so sweet... we're still just so sacred, even this far into it, to be hurt which makes things go rather slowly. i told him i was ready to take things faster...
i also told him about my...
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i also told him about my...
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spacelola:
I am so excited to see you.. It's been forever or at least feels like it... Hugs and more hugs...
phunkybrewster:
how did acupuncture go? i just found out its covered by my insurance, woot!
FUCK. fucking hell. when it rains it fucking POURS.
#1. this business with the silly myspace drama... which i'm dealing with. it's mostly fine, but still wiggs me out. it brings out my insecurities and i don't like that feeling.
#2. my grandma is in the hospital again. she was having chest pains but her dementia is so bad she can't really tell then whats...
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#1. this business with the silly myspace drama... which i'm dealing with. it's mostly fine, but still wiggs me out. it brings out my insecurities and i don't like that feeling.
#2. my grandma is in the hospital again. she was having chest pains but her dementia is so bad she can't really tell then whats...
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punknitemike:
sending good vibes your way, your aunt and grandmother are in my thoughts and prayers. as are you of course! *hugs*
semiretiredpunk:
That's too bad.
If it makes you feel any better, I just watched one of my local roller derby teams get their asses handed to them by Naptown last night.
so... some random girl on myspace is saying that she slept with sam last night. i trust him, he's never given me a reason not to... so why am i so upset and feeling insecure? it's just some silly girl on myspace, right? no reason to worry?
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jprooies:
No WORRYS!!!!!
replica2618:
i wouldn't worry about it
so, dinner with Sam and my parents went well. he thought they were funny (which they are), they thought he was sweet (which he is). it was super. i was stressing and nearly having a nervous break down for no reason. yeah, really, i almost had a nervous breakdown. i'm totally not a control freak, at all, but there is just something about the complete...
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spacelola:
[MEMBER=Q's] hair looks awesome.. I will agree with that....
badluckbrent:
YEa I know but I really hate it makes me sad as hell you know makes me feel I am not worth anything.
soooo... idk. i'm feeling iffy. life is getting the best of me lately. i'm really trying to hang in there though... i feel like i really need a vacation from my life for a month or so. i'm getting one in May for 5 days, i'm going to Colorado to visit my BFF kimmie which i'm super exited about, but i wish it was longer....
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varite:
I totally know what you mean sweetie.. Life isn't easy, and being poor doesn't make it any easier.. But I've always sort of thought that not having everything you want makes you cherish what you do have.. 
spacelola:
That sounds like a plan... Would make things so much easier...
I am going to FL in a few weeks and when I get back I am planning a trip to Indy.. We WILL be hanging and I shall be loving on you.. haha
Miss you terribly...
I am going to FL in a few weeks and when I get back I am planning a trip to Indy.. We WILL be hanging and I shall be loving on you.. haha
i has new profile pic.
also, very busy this week... crazy.
so tired... someone take a nap for me cause i don't have time... lol

also, very busy this week... crazy.
so tired... someone take a nap for me cause i don't have time... lol
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cassy:
i love your new pic, so gorgeous 
avidity:
i so love your new hair and everything!!
so sexy!

so are you going to the SG event next sunday? i'm still debating on it!