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i am freaking out. i am trying very hard not to have a nerous break down...

i haven't heard from sam in over 24 hours. this is not like him. he's gone MIA for a few hours at a time before when he's been busy but never this long. he know i worry a lot when i don't hear from him. i can't get a hold of him in any way. i've texted, i've called, i've email, i've myspaced. and nothing. i am a worrier, and i'm really worrying. idk what else to do short of going over to his apartment (which i feel a little weird and stalkerish about). but i may have to do that if i don't hear from him.

he told me yesterday morning that he wasn't feeling well and had a cold. so i have a few theories.
#1 he is passed out cause he doesn't feel well.
#2 his phone is on the fritz.
#3 he is cheating and ignoring me.
#4 something has happened to him or someone is his family.

i'm really hoping for #1 or #2 and not #3 or #4.
i can't handle this. i've been crying all day. someone tell me what to do...