FUCK. fucking hell. when it rains it fucking POURS.
#1. this business with the silly myspace drama... which i'm dealing with. it's mostly fine, but still wiggs me out. it brings out my insecurities and i don't like that feeling.
#2. my grandma is in the hospital again. she was having chest pains but her dementia is so bad she can't really tell then whats wrong with her, so who knows. they are going to do tests and check her heart and for a blood clot since she hasn't been moving much... doesn't sound good, but we also don't know much.
#3. my aunt who is a breast cancer survivor found a lump a few days ago and had it checked out. today she found out it's cancerous. she has to have tests to see how severe it is and if it's metastasized. she's also depressed. i don't know if she will have the energy to fight it this time. this scares me.
FUCK. it's all a mess. such a mess... i feel like i've been crying for two days. i flipping cried myself to sleep last night.
#1. this business with the silly myspace drama... which i'm dealing with. it's mostly fine, but still wiggs me out. it brings out my insecurities and i don't like that feeling.
#2. my grandma is in the hospital again. she was having chest pains but her dementia is so bad she can't really tell then whats wrong with her, so who knows. they are going to do tests and check her heart and for a blood clot since she hasn't been moving much... doesn't sound good, but we also don't know much.
#3. my aunt who is a breast cancer survivor found a lump a few days ago and had it checked out. today she found out it's cancerous. she has to have tests to see how severe it is and if it's metastasized. she's also depressed. i don't know if she will have the energy to fight it this time. this scares me.
FUCK. it's all a mess. such a mess... i feel like i've been crying for two days. i flipping cried myself to sleep last night.
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punknitemike:
sending good vibes your way, your aunt and grandmother are in my thoughts and prayers. as are you of course! *hugs*
semiretiredpunk:
That's too bad. If it makes you feel any better, I just watched one of my local roller derby teams get their asses handed to them by Naptown last night.
If it makes you feel any better, I just watched one of my local roller derby teams get their asses handed to them by Naptown last night.