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so... the talk. i've never had to have the talk before, the relationship talk... because i've never been so serious with anyone, i've never been in love before. thus, i was terrified. i'm a worrier to begin with and then throw in all the emotions... it was a lot. it was a stressful week, lol.

BUT it went very well. i cried of course because i'm a crier and thats what i do. but we talked for real, face to face. it felt good. he said what i needed to hear and held me while i cried. he said he wants to be with me and reminded me of how he pursued me for so long. i said what i needed to say, voiced my concerns, and he put them all to rest. most of all, i feel like i can say what i needed to say when i need to say it. one of my biggest fears what that he would just shut down and be unreceptive to the conversation all together but pretty much the total opposite happened. he's so sweet. i finally picked a good one! hooray!

here's a valentine pic of us:




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