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i hung out with sam last night.
he makes me so happy. how is it possible that this guy that i was so afraid of being with, at first, seems like such a perfect fit now? i think i'm falling in love with him.

we did nothing really. we sat around and cuddled and watched music videos on youtube. and it was fantastic. i loved every minute of it. he's so sweet, and i love the way he touches me and looks at me. omg, i'm so smitten.

after we had some super radtastic sex we had this discussion... i told him that i had really serious feelings for him, and that it kinda freaks me out. (cause it does. this is usually the point when i get my heart crushed.) but he said not to let it scare me and that he has really serious feeling for me too. *big grin/happy sigh*

it crossed my mind to tell him that i love him...
but i didn't. how do you know when it's the right time for that anyhow?