i had a little bit of a nervous breakdown last night... is there such a thing as a little nervous breakdown?
i think part of it has to do with my illness. this is just the worst time ever to be sick. i'm so afraid of letting down my mom, and my teaching partner. i told my mother this and she acted like that was a silly notion, so that was comforting.
i sobbed and cried and couldn't catch my breath, same old drill. i guess at this point at least i know what to expect and i can see when they're coming. *shrug* it was actually a relief when it was over. i took a hot bath to relax.
i think i just bottle stuff up so much, and try to be a hard ass. sometimes you just need to cry and get it all out, and i did. unfortunately, i didn't cry out my illness like i was hoping to.
i think part of it has to do with my illness. this is just the worst time ever to be sick. i'm so afraid of letting down my mom, and my teaching partner. i told my mother this and she acted like that was a silly notion, so that was comforting.
i sobbed and cried and couldn't catch my breath, same old drill. i guess at this point at least i know what to expect and i can see when they're coming. *shrug* it was actually a relief when it was over. i took a hot bath to relax.
i think i just bottle stuff up so much, and try to be a hard ass. sometimes you just need to cry and get it all out, and i did. unfortunately, i didn't cry out my illness like i was hoping to.
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You are probably really run down, you seem to have had a lot on your plate lately! I hope you feel a little bit better after the cry though. It does help. I bottle things too. If you ever need to talk, I am here! (I have just been sitting back and observing SG lately, not commenting much, but I am here should you need me!)