Wednesday May 21, 2008

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so i went.. she was nice.

i get so worked up about things i can't control...

i did cry. which i think surprised her, cause it was literally within the first 3 minutes, lol.
i've been pretty emo today, but relieved at the same time. i'm so scared, and excited, and all sorts of emotions... i've been living in my head the past few weeks, just going through the motions. and i need to get out of that.

i'm looking forward to being happy and healthy.

thank you all so much for your support. never would i have imagined when i joined here that i would find such good friends and such an awesome support system. i love you guys.

smile

EDIT:
here's an update about my food intake, and some other stuff, including the above.
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katieokiedokie:
guess what I invested in??? no not speakers..but earphones! So I can now listen to your videos!!! I have a LOT of catching up to do don't I? And I can do this cool pull out the earphones and throw them thing..make me feel all big shot, and cool..lol

Well.. I'm happy that you went to see the head doc..and I think this will be very helpful for you! You are a midnight or night time snacker aren't you? I'll be in nutrition next quater..and I'll educate everyone on things..lol..maybe there will be a secret cure for night time eating..or bordom eating..hahaha wouldn't that rule!

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I'm going to take a day of from the world tomorrow

punknitemike:
yeah, enough with the emoness and living in your head. you know thats definitely not good for ya, get out and have youself some fun. sounds like ya need it! you could always come out here and hang with us ya know? we like to try to have fun out here, thats how we roll.

still playing around with the color, i got some ideas but we shall see. i still have a couple weeks before i have to decide. i mean i like the colors of the original, but i think some other colors may just look better. i mean i want her to be a fuckin hott punk rock girl ya know! wink

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