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Nov 2

I know. I am at work and I should be keeping my mind on it, but I just stop thinking I am going to be losing a friend here. Carrie did not respond to my emails yesterday. She must be really pissed at me and/or is not willing to talk to me about this. I am a jerk for making her feel uncomfortable like this.

I have to give her a call. I have to know that she is all right. I have to know that she will still talk to me. I should do it tomorrow though. I want to give her space. Let her collect her thoughts and let her calm down.

I hate what I am doing at work. I just push a button and wait from 10 minutes for something to build. Then I test for like a minute, figure out what I did wrong and have to change that little something. Then I push the build button again I have too much time to think right now. I should not be thinking. I need to get my mind off Carrie.