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So I have become something I hate.

Last night I was having dinner with my company. Every one was there, well, most were there. I had a great time talking to people, because our business side is in San Jose, while the rest of us are up in Cowtown.

Anyways, the new employee starts asking about me dating life and personal life. And I close up. I don't answer his questions or I flat out lie to him.

I want to be an open and honest guy about everything but why did I close myself off.

Was it because I was trying to stay professional and not talk about my sex life with my co-workers? Was it because what happened to me in the past? I want to talk about my past, because it is truely an awesome story, but I am sworn to keep my mouth shut about it.

I was reading S*P at work, because that is what I do when I am bored and came across this comic:

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The line, "Sometimes, the measurement of friendship isn't your ability to not harm but your capacity to forgive the things done to you and ask forgiveness for you own mistakes." This one hurt... it is soo true.

I want to ask for forgiveness and see if I can get my friend back, but I can't do that with my mouth shut.

Decisions, decisions.