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Thursday Feb 02, 2006

Feb 2, 2006
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Okay, this will be the last posting for a while.... or maybe I am just saying that... whatever

So, I got the house, I have dishes in it, and nothing else. I am too busy at work to move this week. So I will be moving Sunday. I got the basics; bed, tv, DISHES, clothes, other stuff... Yeah, no couch, no coffee table, no kitchen table. It will be pretty bare for a while.

Now it is time to go emo. I appologize in advance for this brief laspe in sanity. This might seem totally creepy too... bare with me on this one.

Tink made a comment in my journal that other day about being paranoid. The turth is, I am very paranoid. I am afraid someone will figure out what I have done in the recent past and pick me off as a evil, evil, bastard, who doesn't deserve to have friends. Now I can see a bunch of people asking me, what did you do that was so bad, and all I can say is I can't talk about it. It is not that I don't want to talk about it, which I kind of do just to get it off my chest but it is out of respect that I don't. I also don't want to talk about it because I am afraid the person (people) who are listening will take my side on this without hearing the other side. Hell, I don't even know what the other side of the story is, and I am still not taking my side on this. If someone wants to know, they have to look somewhere else....

If there are people out there that know me and what I have done, and are still reading this with good intentions, I thank you for you kindness.

I was listening to Audioslave's "Doesn't Remind Me" and I was actually crying by the end of it. It was not the first time I heard it and I know why I was crying but I don't know why I started crying then. Maybe because the pain is still there, maybe it was the guilt that won't go away, maybe it was just a bad day.

Sorry I had to get that off my chest. *WHEW*

Now, my trip to Edmonton was awesome! I got see a very good and old friend. Friday night was spent playing some video game and this game call Munchkin. love love love That is the best game ever!!!!! I think I have to pick me up a copy of that. love

Saturday, I final got to see World of Warcraft in action. I am totally glad I have not started to play that, it would own my soul. (Yes I still got one tongue) I then got to see the band that my friend roadies for. They rocked. They were a cover band called Seven Devil Fix. If they ever start writing their own stuff, they just might take off. smile

I have been working hard the pass couple of days. Wheww, gettting stuff ready for my home and working 9 hours days is not good for me. frown

Well, I guess I should start packing up here soon. Noooo... I going to watch Survivor. biggrin

Have a great day all!!!!
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graycen:
I admit it...I'm a gaming geek. Munchkin IS pretty damn cool, isn't it?
kiss
Gray
P.S. It sounds as if you are still harboring alot of guilt and blame. frown Forgive yourself already!
Feb 9, 2006
pixiygurl:
once you forgive yourself...... others will soon forgive you...........
Mar 20, 2006

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