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Nov 7

Okay, I have check the dating site no response. Hmmm Why would he not respond with something anything? He is on my friend list What the hell is going on?

Carried hasnt responded to my apology. I am getting really scared. I dont want to lose the friend. She means too much to me to let her go. But what if she doesnt...
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tragique:
I think theres not much more you can do but wait for her to talk to you. Sad as it may sound, you've made the move and you cant make her respond to it. Out of sight out of mind isnt true, she'll be thinking about you. Maybe she just needs time to calm down.
Be patient.
Have a good day.
kiss
wobbles:
if there's one thing i've learned from good friends is that they always come back.
something about the closeness you've shared is just enough to trigger forgiveness every time.
she'll soon realize how much she misses your friendship, too. just watch! kiss
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Nov 6

I am being totally stupid here. I should just apologize for my behavior for the past week.

I write to Carrie:

Dear Carrie,

I am totally sorry for the past week. I have been acting really stupid. I am sorry for making you feel uncomfortable. I hope you can forgive me for my actions. I am now 100% angst free! biggrin I might be...
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brankauti:
Thank you! Coverups rock. I have to design a few more this week as well - sometimes it is a challenge to come up with a good idea that will work, but once you do, it's the most fun kinds of tattoos to do!
zenfish:
ha! very funny mr smartass. tongue
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Nov 5

Yay, a day of work where I am all by my self. I dont feel like working today. I miss my friend. But I must do this for my company. I cant let them down again.

I want to know that Carrie is okay. I am also curious about others. Mary and Jerry.

Click, build, test. Click, build, test. The viscous cycle starts...
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tragique:
I got it



Are there any others?
tragique:
oh ok

kiss
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Nov 4

Hmmm Carrie still hasnt responded to my message. I dont feel good about this. What do I have to do to keep my friend? I have to go check her journal out

Hmmm, there is nothing on her journal at all. Well there is an entry about a conversation between her, her brain and her heart. I wonder

Am I not worthy to...
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awen:
k, since I've only read the last 3ish Carrie entries, I'll have to go back to the beginning when I get back frum the weekend wink Have a gooder!! biggrin kiss
voodooapple30:
HEy HOmie,

who is carrie? sounds serious.. i would love to hear more about her smile
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Nov 3

I still have not heard from Carrie today. I must go and give her a call when I get home from work.

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I get home and give Carrie a call. But no answer

That is cool. She is just out having a smoke. It would not be the first time I called and she was out there.

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I call again. Here...
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zenfish:
i still have a box of magic cards from highschool. ha!

_biblia_:
Thanks. blush

I agree-- I can't very well let my skin be angry with me!
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Nov 2

I know. I am at work and I should be keeping my mind on it, but I just stop thinking I am going to be losing a friend here. Carrie did not respond to my emails yesterday. She must be really pissed at me and/or is not willing to talk to me about this. I am a jerk for making her feel uncomfortable...
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awen:
hmmm....I think I might rather have a goblin and a transformer!! wink
zenfish:
whenever you want to, drop me a line, inclue a # to call you back at. wink
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Nov 1

I got up this morning, did my usually morning stuff. I went to check my email to see what Carrie wrote back. There were two messages.

The first one Carrie sent me:

Dont worry. I didnt punch digital Til. biggrin

I will comment on this after I get some sleep.

Carrie



I was happy that she wasnt mad at me. This made feel good...
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mckenzie:
thank u for commenting on my new set!
dalila:
thanks for your lovely comment on my set! biggrin
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Oct 31

The previous week I worked 58 hours in six days. I told Carrie I was working 48+ work weeks now and she wanted to know why. I told her that it was related to why I was bummed out on the movie night.

Carrie gave me a call the previous day. Was really wanted to know why I was angry. I turned her...
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leica:
I have an obsession with my argyle socks. If I lost one I would definitly know.

My work aprons seem to dissapear though.
zenfish:
danke.

i shall comment/read later on yoru current entry.

hows life in general?
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Sorry for the late post yesterday... I was more like early this morning...

Background Part III

The following weekend, I ended up going to Carries house again. This time I got there well before noon. We started to play some Magic, this was going to be the first time I was going to try out my new cards and how they played with my strategies....
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jayde__:
I will read all this later. Or tomorrow. But not now. I just wanted to say you have got to be one of the most positive people I've come in contact with.
aya:
Hey rocky! Watch me pull a set out of my hat!
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Sorry for the last post. I got caught up with too much fun tonight. biggrin

As promised.... "Friday's" Post....



Shortly after the game night I asked to be on her friend list on the dating site. She totally accepted it. biggrin

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A week later I was to meet up with Carrie again at her house. She was going to take me down to a local geek...
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amanda:
Thankyou sweetie kiss kiss kiss
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Background: Part 1

If there is one thing I have learned about the human experience, we are all searching for a place where we belong, where we fit in, where we are accepted. A niche if you will. Those that have found the place are happy with themselves, those that havent, are desperately searching for it. This is how I found a place like that....
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msgypsy:
i know i am not supposed to comment. just wanted to let you know that i am reading your journal. smile
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Timeline update:

I had to write the ground and found it really long. I am going to spend Thursday, Friday and Saturday to get the background story out. I apologize to you the readers. The day-by-day account will start on Sunday now.

Now, let us start with a list of the main characters:

- Carrie
Carrie would have to be the leading actress in this...
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anniefrannie:
thanks for your good and sweet advice

take care

xoxox
leica:
You are so sweet.

I will tune in for your update. That was a lot of reading I just did. wink