AUTHOR'S NOTE: Screw it. I am posting a day early to get this thing out.
Epilogue:
Hey kids. Dont worry I didnt kill myself if that is what you were wondering. I would never kill physical Til. I have made a promise to a friend when I was 10 that I would never kill myself.
I did do a good job on digital Til. He...
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Epilogue:
Hey kids. Dont worry I didnt kill myself if that is what you were wondering. I would never kill physical Til. I have made a promise to a friend when I was 10 that I would never kill myself.
I did do a good job on digital Til. He...
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bettysue:
You have a rockin day too!!!!!!!!!!! 
adelheide:
well the boo was for work, although getting all my passport shit signed was a HUGE pain in the ass. I'll comment on your post asap but i'm off to calgary and have a bunch to say. so i'll say it later. have a good week!!
Nov 30
I wake up. I turn on the TV. Watch some music videos. Go have a shower. Go have some breakfast. Time to check my emails.
Nothing in the emails
Time to check the dating site nothing here
Time to check the journals
Someone has responded to my post
Carrie writes:
I wake up. I turn on the TV. Watch some music videos. Go have a shower. Go have some breakfast. Time to check my emails.
Nothing in the emails
Time to check the dating site nothing here
Time to check the journals
Someone has responded to my post
Carrie writes:
Dude, back off!
Hmm It also looks like she has made a post...
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mah:
Thanks for commenting on my set! 
rayde:
it was actually freezing. the 19century factory was broken down and the breeze came right through.... were talking snowing cold. lol
Rayde
Rayde
Nov 29
Today is the day It is Carries Birthday and the day my plan is finalized.
I get home. I check my messages nothing. I check my email nothing.
I have to know if the package got where it was going. I was pretty snowy out there. And the roads were pretty icy. I dont want this to be all for not.
I call...
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Today is the day It is Carries Birthday and the day my plan is finalized.
I get home. I check my messages nothing. I check my email nothing.
I have to know if the package got where it was going. I was pretty snowy out there. And the roads were pretty icy. I dont want this to be all for not.
I call...
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salome:
Oh no, shiksa is tongue-in-cheek, just meaning a non-Jewish girl who's involved with a nice Jewish boy. 
vampiress:
Hey there, thanks for the comment. Yes! i'm both a geek and a freak. *smiles evily*
Nov 28
Time to wait again but for something I did to take action.
Time to wait again but for something I did to take action.
salome:
No, I'm a shiksa.
And I quit!
And I quit!
imasailorgirl:
Just wanted to say hi...
Nov 27
Last night was the first time that snow had fallen. It was not too bad out.
I get up early. I walk down to the florist to buy those flowers. I get there, but the store is close. The store doesnt open for another hour. I decide to go take a walk down by the river.
As I walk I think of all...
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Last night was the first time that snow had fallen. It was not too bad out.
I get up early. I walk down to the florist to buy those flowers. I get there, but the store is close. The store doesnt open for another hour. I decide to go take a walk down by the river.
As I walk I think of all...
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visara:
Hello! I am back from the grave ...
reshizzle:
yay snow!!!
i hope they like the flowers!!!
i hope they like the flowers!!!
Nov 26
I go into work. The first thing I do is write those thank you notes.
To Mary:
I go into work. The first thing I do is write those thank you notes.
To Mary:
Thank you for great memories. You are truly one awesome person.
To Carrie:
Thanks for the wonderful memories. You were the best friend a guy could ask for. You totally rock!
I stuff the envelopes with the Magic cards and thanks you cards.
I finish really...
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librarygirl:
LOL it may not have been on my list of things to do but I had great sex tonight...shower, bed, floor.
Nov 25
I feel good about what I am doing. Like it is the right thing to do. If this gets my friend back things will be awesome. If I dont, at least I did something nice for someone.
Activate Step 1:
I go down to the Sentry Box after work is done. It is about a 20 minute walk, but well worth it. I...
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I feel good about what I am doing. Like it is the right thing to do. If this gets my friend back things will be awesome. If I dont, at least I did something nice for someone.
Activate Step 1:
I go down to the Sentry Box after work is done. It is about a 20 minute walk, but well worth it. I...
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zenfish:
fair enough. short notice and all.
so ticked i missed out AGAIN on the acad art show. bah
gimme a ring/msg/msn on sunday and we'll make plans.
so ticked i missed out AGAIN on the acad art show. bah
gimme a ring/msg/msn on sunday and we'll make plans.
mark_oneil:
Give me a shout if your heading up my way. I'm sure I'll be in Calgary several times this summer if you want to meet up.
Nov 24
I wake up this morning. I read a message from Barry:
I wake up this morning. I read a message from Barry:
Dont worry I want tell anyone.
I write back:
Thanks that means a lot to me.
I think for about minute or two I then write back:
Hey Barry,
I would not mind if you told. I dont want you to be protecting me, I am the one who was in the...
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reshizzle:
hey hey yeah everything is ok, i just like to erase some things every now and then, im kinda weird lol.
hope you are ok too!!
hope you are ok too!!
jayde__:
Good try. It was cute!
Nov 23
Still nothing. I have waited 3 days since her return, or what I think is when she should have returned.
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Barry writes back:
Still nothing. I have waited 3 days since her return, or what I think is when she should have returned.
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Barry writes back:
Til,
You know there is one thing you could do. I gave this advice to a friend of mine once. You could send a bouquet of flowers to this girl at her work. Then you give a note with...
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raia:
Thank you for commenting on my set 
salome:
Well, unfortuately I had to dumb my journal entry down because people complained, so the Kierkegaard paragraph was unclear. Kierkegaard was specifically referring to an overwhelming, general, all-encompassing, seemingly sourceless feeling of malaise, which he chose to name "dread". When it fills your life without a specific cause, it's your life that needs to be examined.
Nov 22
Okay, still nothing from Carrie
To keep my sanity, I message Barry again:
Okay, still nothing from Carrie
To keep my sanity, I message Barry again:
Hey Barry,
Anything good happening at the theatre this week?
Later
Til
I get a reply:
Til,
Yeah, there is still the documentary playing this week.
B
I feel so messed up
I message Barry, because he is the only guy who hasnt turned his back on me.
Hey Barry,...
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awen:
ummmmm.. I supose one would not know....of course I flirt with strangers/aquaintances... and obviously that's not serious, since I dont know them......?!! I dont so much with close friends, unless I can get them drunk enough LOL Isnt there a song about me.... sunthing about 'she's a bad girl....' but it's not my fault!!! really!! I've just had really awesum luck with girls hitting on me lately... so I may as well go along with it....wouldnt you?!!
LOL Isnt there a song about me.... sunthing about 'she's a bad girl....' but it's not my fault!!! really!! I've just had really awesum luck with girls hitting on me lately... so I may as well go along with it....wouldnt you?!!
tragique:
I dont mean an actually set WITH Cherry, I meant photographed BY her.
Bad grammer!
Bad grammer!
Nov 21
Still nothing. Hmmm It has only been one day Be patient
Still nothing. Hmmm It has only been one day Be patient
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gwenyfver:
Thank you for the comment
Only a few more days of this studying business hehe
Only a few more days of this studying business hehe
tragique:
I like replying to you though.
I'm sorry i dont follow your journal too well. But its probably for the best, i dont give good advice.
I like replying to your comments more
I'm sorry i dont follow your journal too well. But its probably for the best, i dont give good advice.
I like replying to your comments more
Nov 20
Okay, today is the day. I suspect that Carrie will come back today. She will be back for her birthday weekend this weekend. I dont know for sure, I have no way of knowing for sure. Well there is way, but I will not go unless I have permission Or if I am desperate.
Okay, today is the day. I suspect that Carrie will come back today. She will be back for her birthday weekend this weekend. I dont know for sure, I have no way of knowing for sure. Well there is way, but I will not go unless I have permission Or if I am desperate.
tragique:
I'd love some company... 