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STRESS!!

I have two levels of it.
The first being the kind that consumes 3 or 4 out of every ten minutes of my life.

The second being the kind thats always there and unable to help or help very little.
Here are some examples.

Money falls under the first it my biggest problem that i can take of but it is always there.

Love ,which i am in love with someone who i havnt been this wrapped up in someone in a long time, falls under both.

Health to me is more a second level thing mostly because i smoke and drink which i know i can control but i dont see as a problem maybe this one is in the wrong level

My job which every time im ready to just leave gives me a reason to stay which leads into.......
Location i want out of this town and away from these people.These are both levels of stress.

Family which has been shkey the last few years my dad and i dont get along exect when it comes to me hlping him with his life and the one thing holding my family together my grandfather is very sick and as we've been iformed will never get well this is a level 2

Friends ok just two of them one who is on this site after sunday morning is nobody to me anymore ive been nothing but nice to him and he turned bitch on me so he can fuck off for good but the other is one that ive known for years and havent talked to all this year tryed calling lots of times but no answer.
Look if youve got a problem say something .I dont care, ill reason or whatever. Any one who knows me knows that i dont care if you r mad at me as long as your mad at me for the right reason.I dont talk shit behind peoples back that i wouldnt say to their face just ask me what i think im honest
this is also both levels

that somestuff thats been on my mind this week.
Thanks for reading
-T