tikki

Anyways summer rolling on and when not at work or the gym i've been spending time either outside enjoying the heat (screw anyone that bitches about the summer heat then nags about the winter chill we get here) or clearing out my house out.I've been racking my brain about buying a house here or not after my incident EVERYthing was in bigger question than before but i'm still keeping it all in mind.

When I go to the gym the owner and my friend usually work out together so generally we end up have pretty deep and yet silly or "man" conversation as he calls it. Since he's now going through a divorce I've been hearing quite a bit "horror" stories or relationship warnings. This has brought up thoughts about relationships and everything that comes with them. Are they worth the B.S you both go through? Is there actually an HONEST girl out there? So many questions I ask til I just dont care anymore. Not just his stories but other guys at work and in general with their stories too. Learn from others mistakes or make my own? I've had the girls in the past that set new standards for why did I waste my time with you? I generally stay friends with my exe's however the ones I really truely care are of course the ones that really get to you. With the classic guy complaint of building yourself esteem by having said girl pick the controling asshole boyfriend that cheats on them over a fair shot at romance. Oh well. I'll just smile and respect my own and peoples choices with the out comes they get.

Another semi-off subject thing is recently there have been 3-4 girls I can't seem to sway myself away from. Not that i've made any kind of effort toward any of these girls it just kind of bugs me that I let these girls stick around in my head.

I've been tossing around the idea of get a really cheap 87 jeep wrangler so I can strip it down completely and rebuild it into something of a "showy" vehicle. Yet I think i'd be tempted to drive it through mud holes and swamp as often as possible. For what it is however i'm getting a good deal on the jeep alone.

I really don't go out shopping much however yesterday I went out and visited several places in a row and to pick some thing up for this weekends luau I ended up getting a few thing for myself. See if you can see the pattern.







Had to spend some nerd money. Any how hope to see you guys this weekend in c-bus for said luau.


Edited to say that only a few hours after this post when I got home from the gym I recieved the following in the mail.




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Sick addiction?1? I'll think i got one.