My thoughts and prayers go out the to people and the friends and families effected by the storms in the south.
So before I venture out on this saturday nght just thought i'd vent a little.
So far for the last month. Ever weekend I find out what kind of friends I really have or so to say used to have. Given some of them are just now discovering "going out and drinking" by doing a complete 180 of themselves. To finding out one is a total drunkard mother of a 9 months old who I care alot about. to old friends failing to acknowledge me in any way. Guess I thought we were tighter than that. Not gonna lie it sucks bad to realize how little you matter to people you'd do anything for. Something tells me tomorrow won't help either.
I've also come to find out (or should I say re-learn) that women (not all of you) do not appretiate things likehonesty. REAL honesty. Not "I want to fuck you so i hope you believe me" honesty. I would rather have someone criticize me and sort through what I need to improve than let me go on being a dumbass. Stop being blind to how much of a douche you are and lose the big head. Trust me humble can be sexy too.
Some friends on the other hand are surprising me by simple things like listening to me and what I actually have to say. People that take you for who you are and don't EVER expect or ask anything from you. People I can joke around with. People that act the same around me with or without others around. People who stick to their word and dont put up a front for others. These people are few and far between. If any of this makes sense then you've easily earned a reward for me.
Anyhow. Working out is my life now it seems as I am starting to venture out of the gym into other activities. Next weekend is The Capital City half marathon in columbus and i'll be in town for that one. Also thinking about getting the people from the gym together for the warrior dash at the end of september. Big race mixing with costumes, bands, and crazyness = one helluva party. But that means stepping up the workout to say extreme american gladiator levels.lol.
Go show THIS some love. Both are friends and good chicks to party with. Also the set is the hottest thing on here right now.
Also THIS ONE Not that she needs it, but she's a pretty cool chick (sometimes
)
Some songs that help me keep pase on my treadmill time. Don't hate.
Thats it for now. Hope everyone is doing great.
So before I venture out on this saturday nght just thought i'd vent a little.
So far for the last month. Ever weekend I find out what kind of friends I really have or so to say used to have. Given some of them are just now discovering "going out and drinking" by doing a complete 180 of themselves. To finding out one is a total drunkard mother of a 9 months old who I care alot about. to old friends failing to acknowledge me in any way. Guess I thought we were tighter than that. Not gonna lie it sucks bad to realize how little you matter to people you'd do anything for. Something tells me tomorrow won't help either.
I've also come to find out (or should I say re-learn) that women (not all of you) do not appretiate things likehonesty. REAL honesty. Not "I want to fuck you so i hope you believe me" honesty. I would rather have someone criticize me and sort through what I need to improve than let me go on being a dumbass. Stop being blind to how much of a douche you are and lose the big head. Trust me humble can be sexy too.
Some friends on the other hand are surprising me by simple things like listening to me and what I actually have to say. People that take you for who you are and don't EVER expect or ask anything from you. People I can joke around with. People that act the same around me with or without others around. People who stick to their word and dont put up a front for others. These people are few and far between. If any of this makes sense then you've easily earned a reward for me.
Anyhow. Working out is my life now it seems as I am starting to venture out of the gym into other activities. Next weekend is The Capital City half marathon in columbus and i'll be in town for that one. Also thinking about getting the people from the gym together for the warrior dash at the end of september. Big race mixing with costumes, bands, and crazyness = one helluva party. But that means stepping up the workout to say extreme american gladiator levels.lol.
Go show THIS some love. Both are friends and good chicks to party with. Also the set is the hottest thing on here right now.
Also THIS ONE Not that she needs it, but she's a pretty cool chick (sometimes
)
Some songs that help me keep pase on my treadmill time. Don't hate.
Thats it for now. Hope everyone is doing great.
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instarsia:
I'm putting you back in the number one spot
drama:
Haha for sure. You need to get back down to Columbus one of these weekends and we'll find some trouble to get into.