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Its bad enough taking a profile pic of yourself in the mirror (getting a pose you like and trying to make it look like your eyes are not focus on you camera/phone) BUT having one taken of you taking a picture of yourself in the mirror!?! Wow, thats dedicated.
In other news the weekend with the ex went good. Met some new people and even slept well in a bed I used to have trouble sleeping in. Good food to top it off.
This house im looking at seems like IT will cost cheaper and cheaper but the REPAIRS to it seem like they will more than make up for it. This makes me think either looking to go even more and debt and thinking about the house right up the road from it (closer to my favorite place in the world) finished, more land and bigger house.
A year ago this time I was extremely hopeful about something with someone. That lasted strong for about a month and slowly went back to friends the following months.Funny enough.Thats the last time I cared about someone that way.Truth be told. No real desire to care for someone that way again.Either that or havnt found someone that makes me want to care that much.

................. and to push this again hope to see some people here.